If...

LISTENING TO: Aozora by Lia (Air TV)

I haven't updated my blog that much and I have something sad to share tonight, and it was my "kababayan" in Australia's niece in danger.

According to her journal ( retrieved from http://enexodia.deviantart.com ):
Hi everyone, I just received news just today that my 1 year old niece had a problem with her operation ;_;

Her heart was already in a bad condition at first and I believe because of the prayers everyone felt for her she survived as a miracle happened to her heart, some kind of parasite came in and acted like some substitute as a way to her lungs for breathing.

But something happened, today she was operated to remove a stuck tube on her last operation which was last year. But today....

After the operation, her heart tubes reacted to some sort and now it failed on her.

Her heart was supposed to be beating to a 100 but it became 22 for 20 minutes. It was awful.

And now she's only alive because of a machine, And the doctor gave my auntie choices to either let the machine take care of her where there's this 50-50% chance that her kidney will shut down and her brain will be damaged and more complicated stuff that my dad didn't confirmed to me ;_;

The other option to shut down the machine and let her die.

I told my mom to tell them not to SHUT DOWN the machine because if we believe in God a miracle will occur *hopeful* I thought that last time she was saved with our prayer and this time it might work again. I feel bad to pray to God this much because something bad occurred but this is the only way I can think of to help her ;_;

I hate being powerless and hopeless...

....................PLEASE PRAY FOR ALEAH!!! She's still has a chance.

You know, I have a feeling if I have to suffer in exchange for her niece's life but is that possible? I know it's way too bold, risky and even suicidal if this was possible but for now, the power for her to be alive is through prayers.