Those Rainbow Feathers I Have

RAINBOW FEATHERS Part 1

In the middle of a mad rainstorm
I flew through the harsh winds of hardships
I don't know where I just came from...
I just blanked out on the dead ground

I found my wings scattered and lost
They are a part of me for real
What's left, just black and white feathers
Now I'm in a surreal blind world

I must gather my rainbow feathers
Each one has a part of my self
I can't fully fly high back way home
Would I wait till I die dread cold?

I must find them all my feathers
For I believe they'll complete me
So that I am free from my troubles
I shall get my rainbow feathers...

As I pick up my precious feathers
I realize what I am made of
With all the mem'ries I've recalled
I found my strengths and my flaws

Oh what I've done to myself so bad?
Why do I have to take them all?
Are there enough big reasons for me
To pick them all then someday I'll fly?

RAINBOW FEATHERS Part 2

As I take my precious feathers,
I finally found my real whole self
Now I'm set to fly through the rain
Then move back to the way I preferred

My rainbow feathers, my own selves
I've finally found what really I am
I'll keep believin' that I'm there
Some time, I'm free from my troubles

Light, help me to be what I was
Guide me change, brighten me and save me
From losing them and be darkened
May my feathers lead me back to light...

What's with the Rainbow Feathers?

"How I wish I can reclaim what's lost, revert time and avert my damned stunts..."

"I think I've nearly ate every deadly sin that God ever named in my whole life"

"What's worse is that those I consider my loved ones and friends are beginning to turn back"

"Thanks to my distorted double-edged ambitions, my greed for power and fame, and my pride"

"I should now recover my feathers, apologize to them and try my best to reclaim what's lost and finally form my real self"